So its the first day of the holidays

Motorcycling Kms done: 20.1
Time spent doing work/assignments so far: 1hour
Sorry I'm starting off with a rant

Its funny how everyone seems to have double standards in this world. How parents would promise their children one thing only to break the promise and pull every excuse ever made to justify it. I'm sure everyone has experienced this at one point in their life. For me, I've had more than enough. Recently my sister went overseas for a break during the school term. What pissed me off was that from the time she asked my parents to the time everything was set for her to go was about 2-3 weeks. Hey!, I've been waiting for a good 2-3 years already to keep your promise for a motorcycle/car that I can learn on!
Ok so I was annoyed as hell, annoyed to the point of simply buying my own motorcycle which I did. But then what do I get after buying it? Hell from my parents. If they want to make a promise, they better keep it instead of making up BS excuses and then complaining when someone actaully gets annoyed and actually does something. And they're blaming me for causing all the problems in the family. =="
/rant over

Ok its the first day of the holidays and I have 2 assesments to do and 2 full weeks of matrix... boy am I screwed. Engineering won't be too bad I suppose, but English and matrix = please kill me.

So comes exam time...

So, my english assesment is comming up in 2 days time and i should be finishing my notes/practise essay for it right now (well i am, dot point notes ^^), as well as studying for my other subjects although my procrastinative self is telling me i have the weekend to do it (damn you crazed mind of mine)

slighty pictured the Sydney Opera house

Ah well, my parents are starting to get agitated at me again for no apparent reason, resulting in me + anger = hole in my bedroom wall which i covered up with a poster of sorts (no adult material here boys so dont bother asking for pics)

View of the city from the bridge

The weather here has been dodgy the past few days, but today seemed a tad more shifty. You can't see it in the pictures (sorry for the dodgy quality, phone camera, etc) but it seems to be a hazy yellow. Must be from the bushfires out past the great dividing range I guess.

Wishes

Sometimes I just stare outside a window into the endless sky, and wish i could be flying amongst the clouds away from from the crap I call my life... then my sister throws her tantrum and I'm forced to dismantle everything from both rooms and made to move and set both rooms in accordance to what she wants

Wow, its almost christmas

It's hard to believe a year has just gone by like that and Christmas is almost upon us ^^.
Well I've just wasted the whole day playing with my new toy/christmas present from my parents, A Sony Cybershot W150 ^^ x2.
damn, my photos aren't uploading ==.

Well, the first assesment is looming upon me and I "should" be studying, but with the weather acting all gloomy and crazy, I feel that i'm doing the least amount possible and sleeping/procrastinating when im not studying. Ah well...

What a screwed up world we live in...

Here we go again, another blog when I'm supposed to be doing something else ==. Well I should be studying for my yearly examinations for legal studies and 3 unit maths but hey, nothing seems to have meaning anymore. Well, nothing seemed to have any meaning in the first place, but it justs seems even more so. To put it into perspective, My birthday's on the coming monday when I have my Maths and Legal studies exam, and yet, I don't give a shit.

Its funny how when you start to take my outlook on like society seems to hate you even more. The irony of the general law of the universe can apply here, to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. So society treated me like shit and made me anti-social, and now, I have to pay the price for being anti-social because that's how I reacted when people treated me that way. What a crappy universe to live in. But what can you do, you can't just cleanse the whole world with fire, there isn't enough methane in the atmosphere to cause that much destruction, seriously though, Its a fucked up world we live in and sometimes it deserves to die.

あしたの キャムプで いいきます。

Yes pardon the japanese title... i probably made a grammatical mistake there anyway so if its wrong, please correct me.
Well I'm going camp tomorrow to Jindabyne (snowy mountains) and ive just been arguing with my parents that taking everything from the house to camp (including the kitchen sink) is unnecessary. For those of you who don't understand the expression, it basically means my parents tried to make me pack clothes as if I was staying there for a month as opposed to a week. Well, I hope they don't try to sneak things into my pack during the night to make my bag so much heavier ==. But its certainly times like this that I wish i could just move out of the house and live somewhere where they won't bother me every single second.
Well I'd better get back to making sure everythings ok for tomorrow morning.
Night


Sieg Zeon!

Nyan-nyan nyan nyan, Niihao nyan

Yes I've got that Ranka song stuck in my head now. For those of you who don't know what it is, heres a youtube link for it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wieStI7kN-I

Well, what can I say, parents have been treating my like crap again. Claiming that I do all this random shit. Damn hypocrites, they're the ones doing it, and as always I'm the one to blame ==
Sometimes I just can't wait to move out and live by myself. If you haven't heard my plans for the future, I'm planning to do the SAT's this October/November and hopefully get good enough in it and my report to be able to go MIT on scholarship by Next September. Meaning I graduate High School about a year earlier. Well thats my aim anyway. If anyone knows any flaws in this plan or more about the whole US college thing, I'd be interested to know.

The japanese exchange students came last Sunday and left today for Port Stephens up the coast. Hell I must admit i've had a whole lot more fun with them and the people billeting them than I've ever had my whole high school life. Although I only managed to bum with them once in the city *waves fist at Matrix tutoring for making me have to leave early*, and missed the oppurtunity to go Kareoke with them. It was interesting basically talking to them during the breaks when I saw them.

Yea... I don;t know what to write about anymore for this time, and I still havent uploaded the photos from the luna park excursion to the internet yet.